Little mor culture can’t hurt, right? söndag, Mar 16 2008 

I’m feeling weird as always. Thinking about the gig and everything. Should go sleep so that I wont sleep all day. Me and mum probably going to go to a art-thing tomorrow. Kiasma.

Culture here I come. Ready or not.

useless fine print tisdag, Mar 4 2008 

 One has to love Fight Club.

[first lines]
Tyler Durden: Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don’t you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can’t think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you’re supposed to read? Do you think every thing you’re supposed to think? Buy what you’re told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you’re alive. If you don’t claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned- Tyler

english söndag, Feb 24 2008 

Thinking about starting to write in English sometimes in this blog. Just for the fact that I got a comment from someone that didn’t understand a word I wrote but liked the video in the post. And I like writing in english sometimes.

So what do you think? yes or no?

My lip is bleeding again. :(

textbit tisdag, Okt 3 2006 

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”But she needs to get to a hospital.” He looked at rest of the group. All of them looked pretty tired and probably hoping to get home soon. A couple of minutes ago everyone of them were full of energy, where did all that energy disappear? Even he was tired but he knew that someone had to take the little girl, and now that he had the little girl in his arms he didn’t feel like giving her away before he knew that she was going to be okay.

I’m not gonna tell anything about that yet.

…………………………….. tisdag, Sep 12 2006 

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I’m really really scared.

Life söndag, Aug 13 2006 

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The reasons why one can’t laugh from the heart
It’s a simple reason
That’s life

Child Prey – Dir en grey

(and no I won’t write anything more.)

(”Och de förökar sig också” xD)

tadaa, my madness.

Blanket Friends måndag, Jul 31 2006 

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And the first chapter is done and can be read in the LJ.

Nothing more today.

I reached my goal. \o/

These precious words lördag, Jul 29 2006 

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Title: These precious words
Author: Izme
Rating: I don’t know
Genre: romance, a bit fluff I think.
Pairing: Shin/someone
Summary: The hard words.
Beta: Nelle (loveyouloveyou)
Disclaimer: I don’t own Shinya, sadly ;)
A/N: kort men skit i det.

These precious words

I never really understood your words, even though they were the most beautiful words I had ever heard. For me it wasn’t words, it was something more, more beautiful. More important. A promise after another. More words. I believed every whisper every sound that your mouth gave me. I believed them because I needed something to hold on in this world when everything else was crumbling apart. You gave me a shelter for the night. A hiding place, where I could be myself. Not need to act anything different. There in your home, in your arms I could relax, let down my guard and just breath for awhile even though that was hard with you there. You made me breathless everytime you entered the room. You made the room glow in a special way, a light that was meant only for my eyes to see.
From the day you kissed me lightly on the lips I knew that I was meant for you, and you were the one for me. Never ever have I thought differently. Your mouth made my insides jump and make cartwheels at the same time. Your soft lips tasted like heaven when they made contact with mine. The sweet taste that I miss all of the time when you’re not on my side.
I couldn’t believe that you really were there and were not going anywhere. I was not just one of the others. I was something special in your eyes too. Everytime you didn’t call and told me were you were I got scared. Was this the end?
But it never was. You always came back to me.
Your eyes were like stars. Shining like stars do in the night. If one could drown in someones eyes I would have drowned in yours.
The smile you gave me made me melt on the spot. I felt like I couldn’t move, and you always had to take the steps towards me. At that time you always gave me a light kiss right on the lips and that just made me, the wet pile on the floor disappear, vanish into the air.
The sweet words you whispered in my ear when I was about to fall asleep with your arms around me and you breathing in my neck. I could feel your warm body against mine, making me warm and fussy inside. All I did was feel, no words needed and they would probably just have ruined the moment.
Sometimes I did make a little sound just to hear you ask.
”What is it Shin?” Always the same words and tone. A little concerned but just a little. I could feel you move up a bit from the matress probably leaning on your elbow. Your eyes were locked on me and could almost feel them in my neck. I smiled a bit but didn’t open my eyes. I let you look at me with a question written all over your face. Every time it was the same thing, you never stopped asking.
”I just wanted to hear you voice.”I heard you laugh a bit and relax again. You kissed my neck for a few minutes and made me all warm inside once again. That was your talent. You always knew what buttons, and where they were, to push. Your hands and fingers traced my body with care, gently like you were scared of scareing me away. I wanted to tell you that you could not do that, but I never found the right words to use. And the fear of using the wrong words made me silent. I chose to keep them to myself.
You kept on kissing me until you reached my lips, and of course did not stop there, but you took a small pause when you just looked into my eyes, with a small smile on your lips. I made eyecontact with you for the first time in many minutes. You touched my chin with your soft fingers and made me shiver.
”Are you cold?” Your voice was just a whisper not to break the moment. The perfect moment.
I shook my head a bit. The truth was that I was burning up more then freezing. Once again I had a hard time to breathe, to get air into my lugns.
Then you kissed me and I thought I was going to faint for loss of oxygen. I felt like I was about to die any second but still I felt more alive then ever.
Your lips left mine when we both needed air too much to continue. A smile formed on your beautiful face. I wanted to remember that moment forever, never forget.
I smiled lightly and touched your face and you took my hand and kissed it gently.
”I love you, Shin.”
My heart stopped beating and I couldn’t breathe. I knew what you wanted me to say and you also knew that I had a hard time saying it. Never had I told another person that I loved him or her. My family of course but besides them, never. I could feel tears in my eyes and I looked away from your eyes so that you wouldn’t see them.
I heard you sigh and I knew that you were sad. Disappointed. Without a word you left the room.
Now I could feel tears running down my cheeks. I did love you more then anything. Didn’t you know that?
Why couldn’t I say the words?
How hard can it be to say three words?
I love you.

always. lördag, Jul 29 2006 

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I never really understood your words, even though they were the most beautiful words I had ever heard. For me it wasn’t words, it was something more, more beautiful. More important. A promise after another. More words. I believed every whispear every sound that your mouth gave me.

And again a new thing started. Damn.

But I think it’s beautiful.

stop calling onsdag, Jul 5 2006 

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The person keeps on calling and I keep on not answering. I can’t talk to her right now. Probably she hates me at the moment. I’m such an evil person that doesn’t answer the phone for two days because she can’t take talking to anyone on the phone at the moment.

I won’t answer.

I just won’t.

I sorry.

My life is in pieces right now and I just wanna stay home this day. I don’t know anything about tomorrow yet.

And I don’t need to know.

”do whatever you want, say the worst you want to say, Mr. Fucker M” The Domestic Fucker Family – Dir en grey

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